Peak with Ben and Taylor
it's been a good day with Ben and Taylor.
We talked about some old hurtful relationships and some new good ones.
Camping.
It made me miss our hikes. I know I show up the least between the three of us - I overbook myself sometimes but those hikes mean a lot to me.
These two are some of my best friends and I'd die for them.
In this low time in my life, where work makes me question my commitment to my own survival - even my aversion to it - my loathing of self - being with them reminds me that life isn't for me, it's for us. We are fun as a team. I have fun being with them.
It made a good weekend